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I can now understand celibacy

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This is my way !!

Thanks again for your post. I’ll made an effort to answer every one of your questions.

I’ll know when I reach him because I’ll be in his presence, and as I said, I don’t know if there’s something after that, but I like to think that everybody will help in some creation tasks after that point :).

For me a quasi animal behaviour is an unconsciouss one, a life where you don’t guide your way, a life where things just happen, a life where you don’t choose what’s your next step. Quasi animal lives choose violence as a tool, try to destroy things that they don’t agree, move others by fear and have a lot of fear themselves, which is not something very smart because if you only have a look at the world then you can quickly realize that everything was put there for our joy.

During my short life I haven’t had many times where I have seen non-compassive behaviour directly. Instead I have mostly watched it through the media, like the Israel-Lebanon conflict, and I feel very distressed about that, facing the fact that the only way that I can help there is by praying. Well, I think that this thing will not be that way anymore. This blog is an step on the direction of trying to help a little more :).

I’m very happy to read from you that you’re constantly trying to improve that’s very good by itself, and if it happens that you feel that something is not useful for you, maybe only by looking at your side you’ll see that it was useful for something else :).

What do you mean exactly by “some people have quasi animal behaviour” ? Do you mean that some people are not conscient about the growth process ? It can be someone growing in an other form at high growth degree.

What is for you an animal behaviour ?

How do you feel when you see someone behaving without compassion ?

I live my life like a game. Since my birth I know that I must improve myself in order to be fine with my conscient before the separation of my body and “I”. I do not know what I was before if I was someone or something and I do not what I will be after if I will be someone or something. Also I do not know if my improvement will serve me. It is just in case of.

Since the beginning of my conception, my parents taught me things that I experimented. This gave me skills in differents fields : compassion, love, relationship, brave, … and so on. And now, sometime I try to see myself like a bird flying can observe human beings. The aim of this operation is to know which kind of skills I must improve. When I see what I need to improve, I do things which can help me.

Doing things can be everything, can interact with other people.

The objective of my growth process is just God. I don’t know if there’s something after reaching Him, but just to do that it’s worth the effort to me (I like to think that after reaching Him He gives you some tasks, like helping in the creation of a ‘universe’ or something like that :), but I don’t know what really happens).

I know that I grow because I perceive fewer limits. I can express myself better, I have more compassion, I have more courage than before, I’m better expressing love and helping others, etc. I know when I grow because I’m more free.

Certainly I don’t know what I was before, but I like to think that I didn’t arrive here with absolutely nothing. I arrived with a certain degree of development, and after the times of being a child and a teenager I’m finally manifesting myself where I left before (that’s why some people have quasi animal behaviour, while others enlighten the world with their sole presence, it’s just a matter of growth degrees).

I hope that this answer will be of help to you :).

How do you know that you grow ? If you do not know what you were before and what you did, you can not use your past experiences. Maybe you are blocked in a circle, doing same things in every life.